Hello everyone, with the year 2011 here there are many things on my mind that keep me up late at night that I’d like to talk about.
First, I believe that every man has his own defining moment somewhere in his life. For me, it has been partly the last two years of my life. I have completely transformed myself into a person that I love being. I left the old me in high school and truly humbled myself. I have more than a satisfying amount of friends, but more importantly are the quality of friends I have. I take pride in all my accomplishments because it showcases the quality of people that I treasure in my heart. More than anything though, I have learned to Forgive & Love people. I have developed a genuine, everlasting Love with God. And He is the source of everything that I am and who I will become. Before I knew him, I was nothing. Now, I’m on the edge of becoming the person who I have always envisioned myself to be. But we’ll save me and my relationship with God for a little later in this blog. Additionally, this year will be my defining moment. Being accepted to UCLA would be a childhood dream come true. Along with that I’d be accepted to UCSD, Berkeley, and UCI. All are terrific schools but so far my school of choice is in this order; UCLA, UCSD, Berkeley, UCI. I know Berkeley is the “best” school out of these according to whoever makes the rankings, but it has never been about that for me. Picking the right school isn’t about the money you’ll make after you leave it, or the lifestyle, but about your own personal Love for it. I absolutely Love everything about UCLA. Yes, even their football team. Love is something that I deeply cherish. It is a word, just like morals, and values that this world has totally forgotten about. I believe that Love is the greatest gift we have to give anyone, or anything. Because God is Love, and Love is God. ”And the only things that will last when you die are Faith, Hope, and Love. But the greatest of these is Love.” -Corinthians 13:13
Secondly, I am extremely excited to see what is to come with my life when I do embark on whatever journey God leads me too. I lose sleep every night thinking about what schools I will get into and how I’ll change even more when I’m attending that certain university. My passion to succeed and will to become the best I can be in every aspect of my life is something that has been a very strong characteristic of mine for the past two years. I pray every night that the fire in me never burns out. That the fire to become successful and to keep God in perspective and learn and Love Him never leaves me. God has done terrific things in my life in just one year. I’ve grown tremendously because of Him. He has blessed me with amazing friends, family, and a phenomenal church which I never had before in my life. Never again will I lose sight of Him no matter how bad things in this world may get. No matter how hard things may get. For anyone that ever feels alone in their life, take comfort in this. God never said, life would be easy, but He did say you would never walk through life alone. He is a good God that loves you no matter how great your sins are. I myself, am a broken man, a sinner, but I take refuge in God because he is my stronghold, my strength and confidence. He is my shelter in whom I run to when sins of pride, lust, and anything else gets the best of me. Instead of shunning him away, I’m like a little child that is lost searching to find himself back into his Father’s arms.
Lastly, I worry a lot about so many things in this world. About so many people, my family, friends, even ex-girlfriends and enemies. I even reach out to ex-girlfriends to make sure that they’re doing okay. I don’t think I have enemies but if I do, I pray for you every night. This world is heading in a terrible direction. You see it everywhere, people are losing sight about what is ultimately important in life. Divorce rates have never been higher, which shows the lack of Love there is in this world. The world leaders especially in America are as corrupt as ever. We are exactly on course with the Roman Empire and how they collapsed. Morals & values are sadly insignificant anymore. Sorry this is depressing stuff but it’s the truth. Our fundamental foundations of which this country was built upon are in complete disarray. We are a species made up of sin, regardless; I still give hope to man. For within us all is that goodness buried deep in us. The same goodness that links us to God because out of that goodness, comes Love. I hope and pray for the courage of men to never fail. The courage to do the right thing, to love even their greatest enemy as they love themselves. I know that we all come from different parts of the world, speak different languages, and even look different from one another, but together my brothers and sisters, our hearts beat as one.
- Christopher Ghareebo